I miss you.

I saw you today.

I saw you today and I wanted to say this, "please stay."

Funny, I remember the first time I debated.
My team lost.
And I left the building early because all the LM team broke.
I was fighting back the tears,
and then while walking my way out of the gate near the Asturias, I saw you there, walking.
You asked where will I go.
I said I'll hear mass.
I was comforted to see you there. I did not know you, but I found comfort in seeing you.
And, a while ago,
my team lost.
Just that, this time, I didn't feel like crying because winning in a debate is never my dream now. Though it hurts me, because it seems that I cannot really master the talent, I knew my tolerance for losing is increased. Maybe because I knew that it is never my priority - to debate. It is never my passion, it was yours.
And while walking, I expected to see you again, though I know it wouldn't happen the second time, I was expecting to be able to see you so that I could feel okay because that's how I feel when you're there.

I saw you today. I heard your voice.
You said you're on pro-b, and i wanted to say, "you can do it" and i wanted to hug you tight and tell you that it will be okay, but i can't.
All I could do was to walk away so that I could free you, or at least try to start freeing you.

I saw you today. And when you left during lunch time, my energy was drained.
I have to admit that even if i feel uneasy when you are around, I always want you near me if not beside me...because i feel that everything will be fine and that I could do whatever. When you left, I lost my interest in debating, honestly.

I saw you today, and I have to admit that even I say that I don't anymore, I still do.. I still love you.

I saw you today and I want to see you everyday of my life, every morning, every dinner time, every time my eyes open and close, every time there is everyday.

I saw you today and I'll be seeing you through.
I saw you today and I just love you for being you.

:)